divorce

Insecurity. It's a stupid bitch that can go suck it. I said it again. And that's how I feel about it. I know it's nothing new, everyone has their moments. Usually in women it tends to manifest itself in thoughts of feeling 'fat', 'ugly', focusing on things physical when in fact the issue is hardly ever actually really the issue. The physical is just easier to see and criticise. Easier to think if we can fix 'this' or 'that' to look like what people find attractive and desirable, that it somehow will make us feel better inside. But what difference does that really make?

If I had a choice, no one would get hurt in the matter.
But in trying to prevent any added stress, I have taken it all upon myself.

It's not going to be my choice how other people react.
And it's not in my control that people can't magically see my point of view and understand my feelings.
But I will try my damnest to do it with love and compassion. 
But even so, it can't stop the flood of emotions that might rip a person apart from the inside.
I only hope that everyone can find themselves on the other side, grateful for what has been gained.